The emotional rollercoaster of this adoption continues, beyond anyhing I could have ever dreamed. I am clinging to Christ and knowing that He is in contol of this situation and I just want to be in His will. I pray He will show us what that is, sooner rather than later, because I don’t know how much more of this ride I can take. I am persevering another day and praying for wisdom and I am believing that it will be given in His perfect timing.
Read the comment section if the “adoption update” below to understand.
Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him. But when he asks, he must believe and not doubt, because he who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind. That man should not think he will receive anything from the Lord; he is a double-minded man, unstable in all he does.